im happy rn because I always got the feeling my band teacher hated me because she gives me attitude and just all this stuff and my friend told me today that she defended me a while back when my DRUM MAJOR was complaining about me, told her I was a badass and knew my stuff and that I was one of the best in band and the teacher got mad at her for complaining about me and ah :’) now I don’t feel so hated/awkward